It’s been a long time since I’ve posted and the reason is that I don’t really know what to write about. I was thinking a lot about what do I want to do with this blog, what should I post on it but it never really occurred to me. I still don’t have a clear idea what my goal is so I’ll just write about what I have on my mind right now. It is the most stressful month ever. It is May, which means exams, which means studying, which means realising how much I actually don’t know, which means a lot of stress..I promise to myself everyday that next year I won’t leave everything for the last minute but I don’t know if I’m just fooling myself..I guess we’ll see. I’ve been kind of all over the place with my feelings the past month. Staying in for days it’s not exactly the greatest way to sped your Easter brake..and I guess this was the main factor for me not being as happy as I wanted to be. But life is full with ups and downs and I hope that all the good things are yet to come or at least this is what I want to believe( being an optimist(not really me but I’ll give it a go)). I’m really looking forward for the summer I think there is a slight chance that this might be the last time summer is actually a thing for me..as I really need to start work and support myself and stop relay on my parents. So yeah..my thoughts are all over the place right know. I hope that I’ll figure out what I want to write about and post on this blog not just some nonsense about myself.. If someone ever reads this and have any suggestions please feel free to leave them in the comments. So I guess this is it for know.
P.S. It feels kind of weird to put your feelings on the internet (even though nobody might read it), but I kind of like it.
P.S.2 If someone reads this and have a weird feeling that might what to share with a stranger on the internet please do. let’s be weird together.